Sometimes you just need to run..

 My run today ended at the beach which I do have to say is one of the perks of living in Florida.. No matter which way you run (except North) you'll eventually run into the ocean...  I love the ocean.  It has a way of clearing ones thinking and washing away stress unlike anything else I've ever found.  

I feel better, though still no idea how to stop the vortex that I seem to be stuck in but better.  If there is anyone with the magic answer, feel free to share but I know I need to have patience and be grateful for what I do have, and in the big picture this is just a blip but I'm more than ready to be done with this life lesson...